Superb prose poems crop up in the novels of John Banville.
In
"The Blue Guitar," published in 2015 but which I have
just recently got around to reading, Banville's narrator,
the central figure as
is so often the case in Banville's fiction, shares an account of his relational missteps, betrayals and self-deceptions. In a novel in which the narrator's self-analysis -- and
self-absorption -- is in reality the work's central concern,
Banville brings
us to a moment of no particular dramatic import in which said narrator
reflects:
I felt tired, immeasurably
tired.... The wind keened to itself in a chink in the window frame, a distant,
immemorial voice. When the time arrives for me to die I want it to happen as a
stilled moment like that, a fermata in the world's melody, when everything comes
to a pause, forgetting itself. How gently I should go then, dropping without a
murmur into the void.
Focusing
on the last sentence in this brief meditation we find a cogent response to one
of the most famous, and oft-quoted, poems about facing death in modern times,
namely (and you should all be shouting aloud where this observation is going
by this point) Dylan Thomas's memorable poem about his father:
"Do
not go gentle into that good night."
Thomas's
poem fell, with considerable resonance, into the period of mid-century Western
angst I am tempted to call "when everything was existential."
The
word 'existential' was used both to mean that everything that happened in life was
meaningless and that any single moment, gesture, decision, or indecision in a
human life was of singular, potentially turning-point importance. Absolutely
everything: from deciding to join the French Resistance and risk a horrible
death at the hands of the homicidal maniacs who have taken over your country,
to the praiseworthy gesture of getting out of bed each morning to face another
day in a life in which nothing could ever be known, understood, or valued with
anything resembling certainty.
Take
a stance, Thomas's great poem urged:
"Rage,
rage, against the dying of the light."
If
the world had no meaning, if the universe might itself be the daydream of some cosmic
cobra wrapped around the pachyderm upon which the spinning earth was mounted, if human life
itself was a bad joke in which a poor player struts and frets his hour upon the
stage before disappearing behind the eternal curtain -- as we must all
inevitably do -- then did you not, poor Dylan Thomas's father, have cause enough
to rail?
But
in the passage quoted above our hero -- Oliver?; Banville's
narrator-protagonists seem to have forgettable names -- asserts that he would
take the opposite tack, volunteering, as it were -- if only the universe would stop
rumbling about and mumbling pointlessly to itself and achieve a moment of stillness -- to
go "gently."
He's
a quitter, this brief soliloquy may suggest. Or a peace-maker. Or,
perhaps, a peace-seeker. A figure of resignation, approaching some sort of
wisdom, if only of the quietist sort. All he's asking is for the universe to --
'pause' -- or hold a pause (that's the 'fermata') -- and he
would step in to fill the silence with his own freely-accepted extinction.
Is
this a spiritually advanced attitude? (I ask a second time). A Christian (or
even Buddhist) resignation? The acceptance of higher power? The stoicism of the
ancient philosophers?
Is it a breakthrough of sorts for a character who has confessed his faults, both grand
and petty, given up a successful career as an artist, and run away from the
consequences of an affair with a friend's wife.
Or
is it meant to be taken -- by the reader -- as yet another self-dramatizing
pose. Not a frank self-confession of his life's failure, but a sort of
self-ennoblement he wishes others to share.
Banville's
narrator, the lapsed painter, is a familiar type. Someone, generally male, who
trades on the appearance of qualities he does not truly possess to get something
he desires. So often that something is the favorable opinion of women.
What
sets this character apart from others of his type is that his narration has almost
nothing good to say about himself. A central motif, introduced without
particular emphasis, is that from boyhood he has been a unapologetic thief. Stolen
items of no particular monetary value keep popping up in this story.
When
his partner in adultery, her marriage ruined and her infatuation replaced by the sad slap of reality, accuses him of stealing a book, the reader thinks, 'Oh no! Now he
will be falsely accused of the sort of thing he actually did in his boyhood. Ironic!'
But
no -- incredibly -- he has stolen it!
We now see (if we haven't before) that 'stealing' in this book is
a metaphor for our narrator's theft of another man's wife.
I
wondered whether we should also apply that metaphor to issue of the narrator's
successful painting career. Are we to think that he may be 'stealing' from the
work of others?
But
no I don't think so. All artists, all writers, necessarily 'steal.' Or
borrow, to use a politer term, from the work of others; or 'allude' to
creations such as the language of a great poem.
That
'gently' in the earlier quoted passage about a welcoming of death is a clearly
intended allusion to Thomas's canonical poem. Am I stealing, Banville may be
asking us in this moment, from a poem many of us know about a subject all of us
must someday consider? As readers of what I certainly found to be a beautiful
passage in a troubling book, do we need to think about the issue of literary
borrowing?
Not
really. At least I didn't. The passage is music. It's beautiful.
That's
the reason the unusual word 'fermeta' rings true in this passage. It's a word
taken from music that means holding a pause or note.
Banville's
evocation of our experience of the 'the world,' our human
existence, is a kind of music. And at the right moment his narrator is willing
to surrender everything to it. Even himself.
I
pause here to point out that I have not even mentioned the act of borrowing
contained in the novel's title. The phrase 'blue guitar' is famously associated with Picasso's
painting
"The Old Guitarist," painted
during that 20th century artist's ever-popular "blue period." And it is also
associated, again no doubt because of the influence of Picasso, with a famous
20th century poem by Wallace Stevens, titled "The Man With the Blue
Guitar," in which the poet states (among other things):
You do not
play thing as they are
You play them on your blue
guitar.
I
take back my earlier, hasty judgment that narrator-protagonist Oliver, a
venial, self-centered, self-confessed evader of responsibility, has nothing
good to say about himself. He has one thing. This passage is it.